actually i should have some rest right now. but who cares?
i shouldnt drink so much tea.i guess i drink tea so much cause of the cold weather. am i right? do you drink tea so much nowadays like me?

and my friends , i shouldn't listen botan beyaz so much. i think i am in love with his voice and his stile :)
look at his voice : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QYRyeSBgtqk

he also is a handsome and cute guy but little than me :(
hahhaa :) look at me guys :)
anyway he will be able to be a world wide famous singer i hope..
hmmm

that year was my second year at istanbul university.. life became beautiful for me. my roommates, classmates are good and and i don't have to explain anything to anybody. the previous year had gone thanks god.i hadnt gone any good place in istanbul until that year.
yes my friends i could go to taksim at that year. it was so alive, loudly...my heart was throbbing while i was walking down the streets.. what a big, attractive city ohh god i am in love with you istanbul.
i shouldnt worry about the return time until 11:00 p.m. so i began to buy little sweet, good clothes, makeup materials and skin care products for hours and hours. that was a part of my plan. ( now i don't remember which clothes i bought but i saved a lot of money the previous summer holiday.)
yes finally i was able to finish the shopping in a shop at beşiktaş and went my dorm. hmmm i ate dinner, talked my bf at phone, had shower and checked what i bought all day long.
according to my plan i had to do face mask every other day, i had to do sports 3 days in a week etc.
so i made face mask and did my homework. we were going to meet a few days later, for this reason i had to decide what to wear.my clothes were not bad but i couldn't decide which perfume to use. i couldnt use my daily perfume, it had to smell so good indirectly i should have smelled so good too. the next day i had to look for a good perfume.

my lessons were at very early time in the mornings so i woke up at six a.m. had breakfast and went my faculty. after my lessons finished i went to a perfumery. i bought a latest and good perfume for my special days.( it was so expensive so i couldn't buy it cash, used my credit card)

by the way i didnt know if he broke up with that girl or not. ( he said he broke up with that girl but how could i know if it was right or not?). but it was not problem for me anymore.

the meeting day came and i woke up, wore my new clothes, went to hairdresser and went to his cafe. when he saw me he was very surprised cause he didnt see me like that before. ( guys i was so beautiful that day ayıptır söylemesi ) he couldnt take his eyes from me hahhahha :)
not only him but also his customers couldnt take their eyes from me. we shook hands, his waiter took tea for us and we had some chat.by the way the male customers came but didnt go ;) ( yes they stayed for me ) so he was jealous of me i felt that. cause he sent me to a table which was not visible from the front. and he didnt take care of his phone . that time i understood he had really left her. this was good for me. he became a vulnerable hunt, i had no opponent and i could go to hunt him. (oh my boy wait for being a real lover )

while he was dealing with customers i went to his little special room and sprayed my perfume on me once,for keeping my smell there.( but it must be seen by random so i didnt sprayed it on anything but me.) that day's mission was completed. everything was done just the way i wanted them.
that day was the day he really began to like me ( he said it to me later).

a couple of hours later i went to my dorm.

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diary of ahde vefa